I never recommend Ms. Pinar and midwife Cansel from her team caused me birth trauma. The capricious words that Ms. Pinar said to me in the maternity ward during a normal birth, midwife canselin's words 'if my husband were rich, if I didn't have to come to the hospital at 3 o'clock at night like you, I would like to eat my husband's money without working' caused trauma in my life. Are these the words to say to a woman suffering from labor pains? I couldn't keep my voice out of kindness, I was in the trouble of my own pains at the time. But months later, I realized that those words just don't come out of my mind. It's become almost traumatic. I am not allowing my right to Pınar hanım and midwife cansel hanım either.